Fight or Flee

So I had this whole blog entry written, or at least had been working on it for the last two days, until I heard Peace Of Mind by Mindy Smith. I could have sworn she knew exactly what I would feel at this point in my life. In a nutshell, I'm at a crossroad...I can either choose to fight for my life or let it steamroll over me and not care as to what happens. I'm still deciding what road I'll take and hopefully it will be to fight for it. But like Smith so simply put it...

I need peace of mind
and a hopeful heart
to lose this rage
and move out of the dark
I ain't looking for rainbows
or shooting stars
just some peace of mind
and a hopeful heart

I need a peace of mind
and a lullaby
cause theres an angry voice
in my head tonight
tellin' me to do things
that can't be right
I need peace of mind
and a lullaby

and a miracle
for this broken soul
a little miracle
for this broken soul

I need peace of mind
and gentle hand
as I try to change
the way I am
and God forgives me
when I can't
I need peace of mind
and a gentle hand

or a miracle
for this broken soul
a little miracle
for this broken soul

I need peace of mind
and a hopeful heart